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Christina Maria Aguilera-Cuthbert-Mathers

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[17 Oct 2003|03:55pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Happy Birthday to my one and only, Marshall Mathers. I know it is going to be a great one for you, and I'll give you your present whenever I see you.

I love you.

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[27 Sep 2003|05:54pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

World Tour is wonderful although I wish slim_shady_ was here with me. We haven't talked since the VMA's, I've called and gotten no answer or a busy signal many times. I've seen his name on my caller ID and my "missed calls" list on my cellphone though, so it's not like we're not trying.

I don't have much else to say.

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[10 Sep 2003|08:07pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

You should excuse my lack of updates. With the tour ending and the VMA's and the .. well everything else, I've been extremely busy. No time to get online at all. The first thing I am going to do now is go call my baby, slim_shady_. Then I may give Mr. Bass a call to see if he is still angry with me. He probably is. I've called multiple times and he just hangs up - or doesn't even pick up when he sees me on the caller ID! So I stole Justin's cellphone and called but when he heard my voice he hung up. Hmmph.

Although touring with Justin was fun, I'm glad I can finally be home. I have just started catching up with all my friends. I'm hoping maybe Marshall will sign online soon? I'm on my dirrty xy name just in case anyone actually cares to know.

I am going to get back in the habit of updating daily, or at least every other day.

OOCCollapse )

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[22 Aug 2003|03:23am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall. Marshall Marshall Marshall Marshall.

..... There I did a meaningful update.

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[13 Aug 2003|01:19am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Marshall needs to learn how to update unless he's too busy seeing me.

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[11 Aug 2003|03:17am]
[ mood | crappy ]

I should update more and I should get online more. I apologize and it's my fault. With all this postponing and cancelling and whatever on the tour, I'm stuck in New Jersey for a while. My boyfriend is better than you so he came up to see me so while you are reading this boring entry, I'm having fun with him and you can take that into whatever context you'd like.

The tour's been great and I hate the fact that it's gonna end so soon! I'll be going on my own world tour but having Justin around to chat with was always fun. Oh well, I'll get over it. Maybe we can tour together again when we're like 50 so it can be one of those reuniting tours or something.

I need pepsi. Pronto.

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[03 Aug 2003|03:07pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Oh god. Here it is. The dreaded update. The two paragraph long one that is saying how sorry I am for not coming around. But here I'll just make it one paragraph. Sorry, longer update another time, boo. :-*

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[16 Jul 2003|04:23am]
[ mood | quixotic ]

I am so dumb, I need to update more. Where is Marshall? He is great times five.

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[05 Jul 2003|03:23am]
[ mood | thankful ]

I've spent the last few days with Marshall. They've been great. We went to watch fireworks with Hailie tonight. She was so excited, it was adorable. She's like my little sister, I swear. Rachel's grown old, she's not that cute anymore. Not that she ever was. Marshall and I got home like thirty minutes ago, he's sleeping right now. I snuck on his computer and decided to update. Oops?

I really don't want to go on tour tomorrow. I mean I love Justin like a brother but I've had so much fun just hanging out with Marshall. I can be myself around him (Paris too :-*) and he doesn't care if I act goofy or say something stupid.

Now if I say something stupid around Justin, he makes fun of me. :'( >:O!

I think I am going to go watch my boyfriend sleep because he's adorable manly. Bye now. :)

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[30 Jun 2003|02:11am]
[ mood | happy ]

I'm bored. And cold.

Marshall - get online tomorrow night. Please? :-* Okay, well, since its 2:13 in the morning, technically tonight, but.. you know what I mean. <3

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[28 Jun 2003|07:27pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I don't usually do quizzes but..Collapse )

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[28 Jun 2003|06:20pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

WHAT OH HI I SWEAR I'M ALIVE.

This is ridiculous.

And I swear, anything controversial was all Marshall's idea. O:) ... =-o

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[21 Jun 2003|02:31am]
[ mood | anxious ]

For the record, I'm with Marshall again. We got back together a night or two ago. And I'm happy. I missed him. I missed him a lot.

I think I'm going to get offline to go call him. Bye because you don't win and he does. ;)

Edit:
Comments: Posted: 303 - Received: 285

COMMENT ME.

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[19 Jun 2003|01:54am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Alright so, we didn't have a show tonight or last night. I'm still gonna be up in LA tomorrow. Then.. Saturday we have a show in Las Vegas. Now that is going to be the shit.

I've got no plans for tomorrow so if anyone's up for hanging out I'm all for it.

I wish I was an interesting person and I had something to update about. But I don't. So there.

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[11 Jun 2003|10:52pm]
[ mood | good ]

I'd honestly like to know where my ex fiance is, because I want to talk to him. .. I really miss him, by the way.

Also if Elisha would please sign online I would be ever so grateful. I think she is wonderful. She's definitely my best friend in the world.

And where is Nick? :(

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[08 Jun 2003|10:51pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

I'm alive, somehow.

I really wanna call you
but I know that its not right
I probably shouldn't tell you
But I dreamed of you last night
- The Ataris

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[02 Jun 2003|06:50pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

And in this world of glitter, I miss you and hate myself even more..

I miss you. I miss just being friends. I miss our stupid nicknames and I miss not fighting. And then I look in the mirror, and I have to ask myself..

Why did this happen to us?

I ask why you had to fall, and why I had the sagacity to ignore it all. Why did I have to let it all slip away? I tried to crawl after you but I was too busy with other people, you were too busy healing yourself from the woulds I personally inflicted and getting married to her. We've talked exactly two times since I was engaged and since you were married. I counted. Of course its not all that hard to count two.

In the past, talking two times would have been in one day. .. Not the course of half a year. I didn't want you as anything more, I still don't. I just wish I could have you to talk to, have you console me when everything in my miniscule, self absorbed world comes crashing down to an end. And I wanted you, and I still do, but I can't try to make more than what was. It didn't feel right jeopardizing what we had. What I thought we had. I thought our friendship was unbreakable. It was like a glash dish, it was beautiful at first..

It got dropped on the floor a few times, simple cracks, it was a little uglier but we paid no attention. Then it got slid off of the table and the whole thing went crashing into seperated glass shards, unable to be pieced together by superglue or an apology.

Elisha, you've been here for me. I'm so grateful for that. You've stayed on the phone listening to me yap on about broken friendships and relationships for hours, and you never hung up or fell asleep. You've almost become my sister. Its not like my real sister cares, anyway. Heather, I miss you. You were here too. You were there when I decided not to get married, you were there when I wanted him back. You were there through the whole scare when I thought I was pregnant. You were there for it all and I miss our long talks, although this update isn't about you.

I miss the past. I miss everything that was here say 7 months ago. I miss having three best friends instead of one, I miss being engaged. I miss the laughter and the tears and the smiles and everything that was brought along with every moment of it all.

I hate change.

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[30 May 2003|09:11pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

You kids sure are exciting, eh? My friends page barely moves. Of course, maybe I should update the list.

;)

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[29 May 2003|04:37pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

HELLO I AM UPDATING, I AM ALIVE.

Tour is in a little over than a week, I'm so excited. Its so great to be working with Justin, even though he's not really the hottest one on the tour.

I changed my screen name again. dirrty xy, and this time I won't change it again. I promise. <3

[ no you can't override me so will some of you please shut the fuck up and leave my fucking role alone before i go off on your fake lying ass, bye. ]

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[04 May 2003|02:32pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Psst, I'm alive.

I've been busy. I shouldn't neglect this journal like I do. Oh, and new screen name... mmm xtina, I'll be around a lot more on it, promise.

Psst, I've got black hair and you don't.

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